Music Video: youtu.be/oxFoeAuqurk
-Vocals & Lyrics by Tanner G. Johnson
-Originally Produced by J.dilla
-Performed by BADBADNOTGOOD
It's as if nobody has ever meant exactly what they said in there proper premises just looking for better feels so let them in, but instead you bow your head and roll your eyes every now and then, I want to improvise my lines before I spoke, unique in every word but you look over what is heard, you look over what's done, the fact that I called you the one, and now you put it into your past, guess the love is a shrug, only to be, never to see again, I wish I didn't put so much time in the things that we did, but honestly I thought you was the only guide for me, my reason to wake, debate on whether to follow my dreams or end up living a normal life inside of your bed, but now you've proved to me you was never as true to me, you're a cold heart, you'll regret it soon, as you sit in your room debating on whether it was me or you, but nearly every time I looked in your eyes you used your sheets to disguise it was like you had something to hide, always hiding your feels from the best of kinds.
I was the best of kinds.
I have to be proud, but I know how I sound, I know what I did you were at the verge of letting me in, but now you've broken the kid, all due to being afraid of the way that I did love you... and I am in love, and I will not pretend I never was because I'm coming to conclusions and dear I wish you wouldn't of run, I wish you would've stayed or I wish you'd never come but that's not reality love many lessons are done, can't you see, can't you see, at the tops of my lungs I scream... be with me, but no you'd rather run, run, run searching for another heart because you never let in the one, one, one, but see there's memories here, when a train passes you will see my Emory there and everywhere you'll think of me because I took you to that place and I showed you some newer ways, newer ways to think.
You could've grown beside me, you could've grown, you could've grown beside me love, you could've grown you, could've grown beside me, you could've grown, you could've grown beside me love.
I should've known, I should've known, I should've known, I should've known, I should've known, I should've known, I wish I'd known.
released June 22, 2014
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